I’m currently being held against my will by some cute and adorable dragons. The 3 of them, though inanimate, are a big part of me and Kim’s life. They travel pretty much everywhere with us and at times are more alive than half the dumb fucks I meet.
During our trip to Denmark we left them on the train by accident. It was one of the most stressful times ever!!! Luckily they turned up but still. Some people will think we’re mad with this but it’s that little bit of innocence we both have left. People should never give up what makes them happy whether it’s that cup of coffee first thing, a glass of wine while in a bubble bath or even a cuddly toy. If it makes a day that little bit easier than keep it close and protect it.
Since leaving work I’ve been enjoying those little things. Yesterday I went for a long walk and enjoyed the sunshine. To a lot of people it was like “¬¬ Wow, Go you….walking” but to me it was awesome to just be outside and not have a time constraint. To not be pressured by anyone or anything. It was bliss, well and truly.
Now I’m not a religious person. I don’t trust a lot of what religion says but at the same time I’m not going to place myself with atheists as I think everyone needs to be more open-minded. I’m not starting an open debate just saying where I stand. Basically I believe that everything happens for a reason, good things happen to good people and justice comes to those who deserve it. I don’t know if it’s some sort of “God” or “Destiny” but I do think there is something. This something you can say I have faith in I guess. Well the last few weeks it has sort of been drifting away from me but yesterday being outside it came back. Feeling that free again was worth the worries of leaving. I know that whatever hardships I go through will come to an end and I’ll be better for them afterwards. All the bad will eventually lead to a good, it’s just a matter of time and determination.
“We don’t read and write poetry because it’s cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. And medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for.” – John Keating (Dead poet’s society)
I see life-like the above. People say at times that I’m not the most knowledgeable. That’s a fact. I’m terrible at geography, languages are confusing as hell and ask me anything about American history and I will most likely tell you that independence day was the best movie ever made. But I make up for this in other ways. I like the beauty of life ,the colours of everything, the sounds of the world being alive around me. I guess with this entry I’m trying to remind every one of the little things out there. People spend so much time watching the big things that they miss the little things that really matter. People should start to live again.
Neffy, Cyan and Onyxia (making life that little bit sweeter)